You once felt like you had reason and now you’ve forgotten why that reason was enough to live for. You have lost it once again. Looks like second time’s a charm not the third. Because unlike before you don’t care there’s no ache in your heart willing yourself to hold onto something that’s not there. Now you have learned to let go of what was never yours and to continue with life alone. But now there’s still that thing that’s missing. The real reason for all you’ve ever gone through. The one thing that will clarify all the uncertainties you have had in the last 18 years of life. Searching for it means making mistakes, learning, regretting, and yearning for something better. The thoughts drown every ounce of rational thought and provide an excuse to do the unthinkable, the unlikely, and the unimaginable. But even when you burn and crash from the consequences of the actions you have decided to make..there will still be that longing to find something or someone to complete you.